my adventure of everyday .. the place i went .. the things i seen. and do .. just something that i want to share with everyone :)
go away .. leave me alone . ... i don't want to remember anything , and don't u put the blame on me .. coz u were never there , and never be found. how can u expect me to love u when u cant be reach , cant be contact , god knows are u still alive or not . there are always excues , there are always stupid reason . even when u called its mearly lasted for few minuets . is that how u maintain a relationship? dude , even people that never meet me know more about me than u ..
busy busy busy ... work work work ... i dont belive within all those busy pack sechdule .. u cant even spare 5 minit to call me in a day just to say hi ..
now u putting the blame back on me saying when u r sick i dont bothere,,, dude FYI!! u dint even tell me , u dint even call , and when i call u dint fucking pick up the phone so how do u expect me to know u were sick?
i dont do telephatic neither i can read mind ..
so do me a favour...
leave me alone
have u ever feel thats you are having problem being inspire?
im feeling it rite now.. it had been 2 weeks i dint touch my baby .. 2 weeks no shots n 2 weeks of head ace and heart ace , ( actually its more than 2 weeks )
feeling sluggish , head ce , tired does not make me feel inspire .... i need air to breath , to relaxes , to concentrat on things one at a time ... i miss the time when i can just go out and shot ..without thinking people will call me up and asking where am i and i need to rush to them to submit my work ..
i was feeling stress,, so many reason to feel so lately ,,, works , family, relationship failure,, all bundle up in one huge mess that's tangle like a fur ball .. my had, my brain , my heart is going crazy....